You are a man, You are a man, You are a man

Issues of the heart are often tricky.
A part of me shriveled when I heard someone I may like getting emotionally involve with another guy. I may be in denial. But, but, but You promise to write my love story.... Instead I want to ask the right questions here. What issues in my heart are you trying to raise through this? What is it you want me to see? What are you asking me to let go of?

I do not want to be that man. Seeing You in a small and pitifull manner. A part of me knows that the relationship might never work out. haha. bitter much?

Its comforting to know that some of these people that I count as cg friends who have the combined iq of my shoe size, still believes in me. On flights I get questions on why I am still single. (albeit I think they would want to know if I am barking on the wrong tree). Its hard to explain to these random people about You. They say I am choosy. Growl. I am starting to sound like a girl. Yes, I know you only have the best for me. I want my girl to be snowskin. A girl to be a girl. And one who knows her position with You.